i LOST my blogging mojo.

你和我之前的那种感情，
要不回来了吗？

你和我之间的那种距离，
有可能消失吗？

这一切的开始，
属于谁的错，
不明，不明。
或许我们俩，
从一开始，到现在，
其实根本就不是适合对方的人。
或许我，
从一开始到现在，
都不完全了解你。

九月五日，星期六。
你的那一句，
划定了一切，
还有可能回到原点吗？
我自己 给不了答案的原因，
是不是单纯属于我一个人的
小气，自私，逃避？

nice kan? it's the view from Crocodile farm seafood village.

went there with daddy, mr tan, and daddy's old old boss. Bengt carlsson.
nice restaurant, if you like chinese seafood. :)

a cup of coffee in the morning
or sunset in the evening
a rainbow when the sky is grey
or the sun which lightens up my day
an angel when I'm in hell
who pulls me up when I fell
the one who makes me smile when I'm down
and also turns my frown upside down
a bar of chocolate when I'm in fright
and the glittering stars at night
a candy to a baby
or a flower to a lady
a brandy to an alcoholic
and shopping vouchers to a shopaholic
the rain when the soil is dry
or the sky which is free for the birds to fly


But the most important of all



You ARE my best friend.
For now, and always.

Do not walk behind me, I may not lead.
Do not walk in front of me, I may not catch up.
Walk beside me, and always be my friend.

Really hope you appreciate and love the poem above that I have written recently.

Loads of love,
nothing more than your most oh-so-dramatic friend-
Yvonne Soo Yi Yun.




i LOVE it :)

Maybe i dont even know who i am and what i want,
Maybe i'm not even that tough as i thought i was.

But so what?
not like it's gonna change anything.

shit.

i watch this when i feel like giving up, this is a longer version of it :) i remember when i cried like mad when i first watched this.

heed your thoughts, they become words.
heed your words, they become actions.
heed your actions, they become habits.
heed your habits, they become attitude.
heed your attitude, they become future.

i seriously am feeling okay right now. cause girl, i know i've tried. =D

thanks to you,







what goes around, comes around.

You cannot believe how many things happened that i didn't post.

I went to Yenting's house
cuz mommy n daddy not home on sat n sun.
Went to Tropicana. It's like experiencing Yenting's Sunday workout :)
And i think she should go for squash.

mommy in the hospital.
it's such a nice place there. i really feel like being a doctor now:)
it's soooooooooo awesome.
but i'm afriad of ghosts so what if i accidentally killed someone and it haunts me?
ahahaha, idk. idk.

My Obsession of TANK TOPS :)

APPLE PIE MAKING :)
it tasted soooooooo goood. you can't believe how good it was.
my daddy has good hands :)


Merentas desa Sg Way
It was cute :) really :)
But well chelsia yvonne chenwen didn't go,
so it didn't really made my day.
and HE was there.
which i don't wanna describe :)
walking through the deserted school alone :) flashbacks baby :)
2.5km :) i can cover that in 6 mins, and the first prize took about 14 mins, cute eh?


DOGGIES :)
most of my friends have one,
make me feeling like having one too :(
but i can't you see :(
well if i got the chance. i'll get a BIG BIG ONE. like the one above. :)
or maybe a shihtzu (is it correctly spelled?)
oh, or maybe a cat with long long fur, i played with one today, super gorgeous man.


Film making in my condo.

the pic above is one of the scenes where students run about in the playground- i have no idea why.
Gek sei, what if i watched them and they need a cast and then i became a Movie star?
awesome kay. they shooted 3 days.
dk wad movie :) thanks for loving my condo, i know it's awesome :)

Outing with Yenting to the curve,
technically she wrote everything about it in her blog.
but thing is i dont like Surrogates, not good enuf, uh-uh.
and then there was this frantic
the curve-cineleisure-the curve-ikano-the curve-ikano thing.
in high heels baby
imagine :)
didn't finish the present, kinda sad.
but idk, odoh we didnt do anything memorable,
guess i just enjoy spending time with her ahahaha :)
HongZhi(red words) is super cute :)

PMO.
idk how i feel, maybe i'm not gonna quit,
cause i love cello,
just not gonna excel for lack of passion.
Note: lack of passion for PMO, not cello.

Probationer
Near the end! baby :)
i just hope i can pass, i don't need to be on the ajk list dar :)

okay, learn from the pictures and use your brain :)

Labels: Happenings :)

haha, watch this :)

im going to piano class :)
i'll post after this okay! cya!

Labels: iLove :)

Yes i got a Merit.
the lowest mark from ABRSM.
since.birth.


She gave me low marks for her wishful thinkings.


I'll get a distinction next year for violin 5 and theory 5


That, is a vow.

Miss lee, i'm sorry i disappointed you, i know you told me that my chances for getting another distinction is like on the edge of a sharp knife. I was too busy with my activities and exams in school from June to July, You weren't happy. I practiced hard. I thought i did pretty well in my exam, I thought i would've gotten a distinction. I've never played so well for my pieces before.

But still, i got low marks for my pieces. i should've gotten a 27 or 28 for them.
I knew my scales were hopeless.
and i dont know what happened to my sightreading and aural.

5 marks, to distinction.

Expected.

She (Miss lee) told me :"You NEED an examiner like that.
She judges everyone as if everyone were in the higher grades,
She does not let you go, even though she knows you're in Grade 5.
She wants everything in there.
And you missed some.
you are clever and talented, just put in some effort.
I know what i'm talking i about, I was head prefect, i Aced all my exams.
and i was teaching piano and doing my Diploma.
I was 13."

you have the chance. go for it.

EuniceLimYuying.
go after the steps of Miss Lee.

and for that, i will.

Labels: Happenings :), TheHeart :)

I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late.
I'm always a step too late..
I'm always a step too late.



Maybe i should start facing the fact that i have to work hard to gain it.

p/s: Don't try to understand what i'm saying

p/p/s: And nope it's not about studies or probation :)

p/p/p/s: If you're still wondering what i'm talking about, forget it, cause you might not be able to understand at the end of the day anyway. :)

p/p/p/p/s:Can't believe you're still reading.

p/p/p/p/p/s:Read the OTHER POSTS :)

p/p/p/p/p/p/s:And no i did not do this post for fun, typing all these ps. They really mean something what i write up there.

p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s:And you're still reading. zzz.

p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: BYEBYE :) wish me loadza luck kay, my form two life depends on the next month.

p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: Remember kay, pray every night for me :)

p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: PRACTICAL EXAM RESULTS OUT 16 HOURS LATER. OHMIGOD.

p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: Okay i really needa go to sleep bye :) nights :) SLeep TIght :)

Labels: Happenings :), TheHeart :)